I just noticed, my last entry doesn't fit anymore. Just got my wings back and I'm free and happy! With every bad situation my sense for myself grows stronger and I'm less easy addicted to any persons. My self confidence is growing and I learn to stay relaxed even more. It's a process of understanding that your life can only be changed by yourself and no one else, so many problems are unimportant when looking at them from this point of view. Many things are much easier and less hard this way. Allow yourself enjoying your life as much as possible, but not regardless of anything. It's kinda walk on a wire, but when you honestly listening to your heart you can't go wrong! I promise...